kick start

my week is not going well. I am not really counting points, but not really eating over them too much either I don't think. But I have not been motivated enough to do any real exercise yet either.

I got the living room clean enough to push the coffee table out of the way to do some ball pilates but I have not done any yet. have not found the tape or been motivated to do any.

I was feeling pretty sick yesterday and my energy level is down. I spent the most part of my day with an upset stomach and running to the bathroom with the severe runs. Seems to have subsided for now, I hope DS does not get whatever it was that made me that way, he seems fine and is breastfeeding as normal, but I'm worried. I had weird dreams last night too ( always do when I'm sick) that my breasts dried up of all my milk and they were really small and hard when I went to feel them to see which one to start him off on. So now I keep being worried that he is not getting enough milk.

I need to keep reminding myself to drink enough water.

We went to see Robots tonight and I had a few handfuls of DD's popcorn and shared a small drink with her but that was all.

I need to get motivated and start exercising again but I just can't seem to "find the time" ( lame excuse I know)

I need to read the book but I'm having a hard time finding the time to do that as well and have now stuck it in the bathroom since it is the only time I can catch a few minutes alone ( more so the last two days then usual) Sorry if TMI

Anyway... i need more than a kick in the butt i think...