kick start

my week is not going well. I am not really counting points, but not really eating over them too much either I don't think. But I have not been motivated enough to do any real exercise yet either.

I got the living room clean enough to push the coffee table out of the way to do some ball pilates but I have not done any yet. have not found the tape or been motivated to do any.

I was feeling pretty sick yesterday and my energy level is down. I spent the most part of my day with an upset stomach and running to the bathroom with the severe runs. Seems to have subsided for now, I hope DS does not get whatever it was that made me that way, he seems fine and is breastfeeding as normal, but I'm worried. I had weird dreams last night too ( always do when I'm sick) that my breasts dried up of all my milk and they were really small and hard when I went to feel them to see which one to start him off on. So now I keep being worried that he is not getting enough milk.

I need to keep reminding myself to drink enough water.

We went to see Robots tonight and I had a few handfuls of DD's popcorn and shared a small drink with her but that was all.

I need to get motivated and start exercising again but I just can't seem to "find the time" ( lame excuse I know)

I need to read the book but I'm having a hard time finding the time to do that as well and have now stuck it in the bathroom since it is the only time I can catch a few minutes alone ( more so the last two days then usual) Sorry if TMI

Anyway... i need more than a kick in the butt i think...

attacked by an easter bunny

I'm just getting back on track here though as I just gave birth to
my second child, a son, born on feb 2nd.

I am breastfeeding him so
I am on nursing points and following the old Winning points
program, as I have the books still and it works and well, it's
free. I get my support from this list and from reading dr phil
rather then at WW meetings in real life. IT just works better for me.


That said, I have gained two pounds this week, I was attacked by a
chocolate easter bunny in the department store yesterday

it was awful!!! He attacked my shopping cart and when I tried to tell him to get out of of there that I didn't want him, he jumped up in my face and his ear landed in my mouth!!!! The rest is history, I took him home and ate him while making supper :) come to think of it actually he WAS my supper, I cooked DH and DD some supper, I was too full on choco easter bunny to eat any more.

Just printed off my chart for next week to count my points and am planning on getting off this computer and doing Some house work so I can do my ball pilates in the living room tomorrow, Wednesday and Friday. ( that's my exercise commitment for the week.)


I Definitely need to follow my points better. But I can tell that
I am not taking is seriously yet. Trying to get the kick in the
pants I need to do so. hard after a 9 month free for all vacation
from counting points and exercising regularly.